I can’t believe that I have being home for 3 months already… I know for some people this change can be really easy but unfortunately for me has been a struggle. I adore staying home with my kids, watching them every day and knowing what they are up to, it is the best, but the truth is that we are not doing so good…
What it has bothered me the most is the lost of my income not only for myself expenses but also for the expenses of the house. At home I always go 50/50 with my husband; although He keeps telling me that he is fine I know that this is very hard for him too; He has been working overtime with not days off since, He looks tired and not so happy any more. Sadly I couldn’t find anything at home that helps me get revenue. So, in that matter I came to the conclusion that I have to go back to the working field, even if it is part time. The decision is harder now that Daniela has grown so close to me and all she wants is mami, mami, mami all the time.
Like I mention a couple post before my mother is here with us, so she is going to help me take care of the kids. Thank goodness for mommy!!
Being a good person and hard worker pays
After some phone calls and a of meetings I am happy to say that I have some awesome friends that are willing to help me in this hard time. Part time job found and ready to start. I know that the person that is hiring me knows me and that this job is only a part time, but I also know that I have to let my friend feel confident that he did good giving me a chance and that I am going to give 100% like I do always.
Therefore, Last weekend was really busy getting the last minute things I need to start with the right feet; some comfortable shoes and the right clothing to give a good first impression.
But besides all the shopping I have the chance spend a really good time with my little one here is the proof :
Right now I have the excitement to go back to work but I also start to feel the mommy guilt for having to leave my baby again. ..
This mommy life is not easy!!!
Do you have any suggestions on how to overcome the mommy guilt?
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